headlessdeadguy
Well-known member
It's been almost a year since I was banned and I have been lurking/posting for the last 6 months or so from work since my home IP address is what's banned.
Today I reread the thread where I made my grand exit and I must say I was quite embarrassed by what I read. Seems the thread did have an upside from the pictures of hot ladies to someone requesting pictures of someones wife
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Long story short, my Doctor had me on some pretty powerful anti-depressants that I abruptly stopped taking after being on them for 2 years or so, what ensued was the scariest time in my life. I remember almost nothing that took place for about 6 weeks after I stopped taking them.
I was unaware of the problems that the withdrawal would cause.
I lost my mind. I had uncontrollable shakes, brain shivers, violent outbursts, etc. I lost my job that I loved, almost quit my band that I love. My wife and kids were afraid of me ( although I never have or will lay a hand on any of them). I may not be alive if not for the love and time that I got from my wife and a few close friends. I seriously thought I was losing it. It was the worst thing I have ever been through.
I read that thread today and I must say I don't remember posting any of those things and see no reason why I did. I do vaguely remember talking to Laura tho.
That being said, I'm sorry to you guys/gals and Brad for being a dick on this forum. Anyone who knows me can attest that I am not that kind of person.
I just don't like being a dick.
That is all.
Today I reread the thread where I made my grand exit and I must say I was quite embarrassed by what I read. Seems the thread did have an upside from the pictures of hot ladies to someone requesting pictures of someones wife
.Long story short, my Doctor had me on some pretty powerful anti-depressants that I abruptly stopped taking after being on them for 2 years or so, what ensued was the scariest time in my life. I remember almost nothing that took place for about 6 weeks after I stopped taking them.
I was unaware of the problems that the withdrawal would cause.
I lost my mind. I had uncontrollable shakes, brain shivers, violent outbursts, etc. I lost my job that I loved, almost quit my band that I love. My wife and kids were afraid of me ( although I never have or will lay a hand on any of them). I may not be alive if not for the love and time that I got from my wife and a few close friends. I seriously thought I was losing it. It was the worst thing I have ever been through.
I read that thread today and I must say I don't remember posting any of those things and see no reason why I did. I do vaguely remember talking to Laura tho.
That being said, I'm sorry to you guys/gals and Brad for being a dick on this forum. Anyone who knows me can attest that I am not that kind of person.
I just don't like being a dick.
That is all.
