Gosh,,,,,,,,,,
I guess that is why she slips here and there. Her brain is really fucked up, irreversibly hardwired.
It was weird one day when I was at her place, she was adamant for me to set my alarm to ring early, as she had an appointment the next morning. She kept saying it until later that night when she changed gears and reckoned she made that all up and just wanted to get high and stay up all night, and that she hadn't worked for two weeks (this was two weeks after the flick knife in the park incident). She rang up some bloke to buy drugs from, got changed, I got worked up so left the room for about 20 minutes, came back and found her fast asleep in her clothes on her bed. I stayed with her and her phone kept ringing from the guy that had the drugs, but she never woke up or answered it. She later woke up, we were together and she said absolutely nothing at all about that guy or drugs, she went back to the story of next morning's appointment. We got up early the next morning and she left to go that appointment, as she said she would. But about a week later she was hanging out with that drug guy...
It's so weird....she'll be normal and very professional with her work and fun to hang around, not just at home but other places too. But then there are these episodes- I guess that is her slipping and doing the occasional speed? I hope not meth as well...