i'll be honest it has been rough. 2 years ago I wake up and the right side of my body was numb. couple weeks later I'm in neurological ICU and find out I have m.s. They say your thyroid looks fucked up-follow up with an endo. Stage IV cancer. Now I'm dealing with my lower left lobe of my lung collapsed and an abcess in there covered by a seroma. fuckin pain is intense. all because of my monthly m.s. treatment. I do understand how people get tired and check out. mines not that serious but fuck boys....can't a homie catch a break. ok-i'm done being a pussy now. sorry for the hijack also. just venting.