Your continual denial of how you choose and present is either you're lying or you're that steeped in the cult.
You say you can see TGPs behavior but yours is aligned with theirs as you keep being told based on your responses. You post them so you totally own them.
You can believe what you like if it's supported by fact and morality. What I see you continually doing is being evasive and smug about being negative towards other people's beliefs and position. That's not what a reasonable person does and you're possibly the worst offender of it here that I'm aware of as you're that prolific. You don't appear to have any empathy and that is never a good thing.
The simple thing to do is leave your ego at the door and reasonably engage in detail with the other person to work through finding out why you or they don't agree. Hopefully you arrive at a good place but until then what's happening will continue to the end.
Take the above with a grain of salt and tell me to fuck off and die if that's how you feel. If you do, I comfortably couldn't give a shit but and I'll never bring this up again. If you do consider what has been said above that will make me feel better knowing that going forward there's hope. As we all know, hope is now needed more than ever in today's society, at all levels.