Jesus died on the cross to save everyone, but it's not his responsibility TO save everyone. He offered himself as the sacrifice to give everyone the opportunity to enter into Heaven. Jesus said "No one comes to the Father, except through Me" (John 14:6) Meaning that the choice is made by the individual to believe that Jesus is who he said he was, and that he died on the cross to give everyone the opportunity to be saved. I get what what was said about the "glowing with Jesus" thing, believe me.. I do. I have questioned that many times myself because it wasn't like that for me. It's not like that for everyone. I am 100% confident that I am saved, but there was no "ah-hah" moment, no instant transformation, etc. Over time, I have changed from what I once was, to what I am today and my journey is still ongoing and will be until that day that I die. I am far from perfect. But, that's the beauty of it.. I don't have to be perfect, because Jesus was and He took that burden and died on that cross, for me... and you and everyone else. You just have to accept that gift. I fail every day, I mean every day... but being a Christian isn't about being perfect, it's about being forgiven and having a relationship with God/Jesus. Not religion.