Stumplegriltskin
Well-known member
I don't know how people can drink during the week. Nothing to look forward to on the weekends. I drink Saturday only and sometimes Sunday. I drink miller lite piss water as I can function still drinking 12 beers though the day with 1 glass of water for every 2 beers. I never get stumbling drunk but get a decent buzz. I feel it though if I drink Sat and Sun. Monday and Tuesday I basically feel like shit. So I'm always battling with myself basically telling myself I'm missing 2 days of the week feeling like shit. But to not have beer on Saturday, thinking about that bums me out. I think the people that say "life is so much better sober" are a bunch of liars.
I can't picture myself going to an outing where everyone else is drinking and I'm sipping seltzer water and telling myself I'm having fun. That's complete fucking BS if you ask me. I'd like to do 2-3g of shrooms and have a breakthrough and get off booze completely, but I'm not sure my PTSD brain can handle 7 hours of terror. I don't have the answer man. I am very adamant about having fun on the weekend and drinking during the week, like I said, there's nothing to look forward to. Nothing I like more than blasting annoying hair band 80's music on Saturday in the hot sun and pounding beers.
I can't picture myself going to an outing where everyone else is drinking and I'm sipping seltzer water and telling myself I'm having fun. That's complete fucking BS if you ask me. I'd like to do 2-3g of shrooms and have a breakthrough and get off booze completely, but I'm not sure my PTSD brain can handle 7 hours of terror. I don't have the answer man. I am very adamant about having fun on the weekend and drinking during the week, like I said, there's nothing to look forward to. Nothing I like more than blasting annoying hair band 80's music on Saturday in the hot sun and pounding beers.
