Digital Jams":2jscc0q4 said:
i feel it every time i take the stage with some of the monster jazz and classical guys i play with. i have a decent moment and it's a vibe like "hey that wasn't half bad...pity you aren't *really* one of us though."
honestly, i'll take the crumbs of compliments from these giants and run happily!
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Oh man screw that shit Pat, now this sounds like those 6-8 old puffy faced fat asshats that seem to run TGP and it is not very becoming. I understand where you are coming from but you have chops that do not need any ass patting from some stuck up snob.
Sorry Pat, I understand where you are coming from but your better than that.[/quote]
oY.......that does not read right.
All I am saying Pat is that someone like you does not need a pat on the ass from some stiff lipped jazz only cat to justify your playing, you are the only one that can bring inner satisfaction to yourself.[/quote]
honestly bro, thanks for the backup, but truly i don't mind being judged because these guys are really THAT good. i love them, and so admire what they do, and they are very cool to me on the whole. not real harshness or pompousness that is meant for harm or intentional--mostly encouraging words--but i feel like a naked filipino boy dodging a covey of snapping pteridactyls when asked to solo in front of them! ie, nervous.
i'm definitely a simon cowell kinda guy anyways...so i'm perfectly ok with dying by the sword i live by.
i see it this way--imagine spending your entire life committed to excellence in music on your instrument and the circles you travel in are 95% musical college majors, conservatory students, instrumental masters and legends-
running into someone like me who outside of playing primarily for pure enjoyment for the past 26 years is just a weekend warrior blues rock guy with a taste for extreme guitar playing. (ok i started getting "serious" about gear and tone when i bought my alesis quad GT new from west la music in 1990

) but i'm not about to pretend i can step into the ring they can casually frolic in...sight-reading mozart violin/piano concertos, blowing through pat metheny tunes, hanging with karizma at the potato bashing odd time signatures...
tap out!