I too have dealt with suicide..(Brother) and it's hard but, sometimes there's reasons we just don't or can't understand. Anyways....Hang in there and my condolences...
Thoughts and prayer going out as we speak. I'm so sorry to hear about this, I really hope everyone the best, and pray for the strength for everyone to get through this.
I have mixed feelings about suicide. On one hand it seems selfish, however, on the other the man must have been in a lot of mental pain to take his own life.
May God give his family the strength they need in such a terrible time.
One of my best friends did the same just a few years ago.
I belive in a way I know where you are at.
I well pray for all this effects.
Try to be strong for the others that can not.