One thing I have fell out with and walked away from multiple times is playing with people and gigging. As I've aged my tolerance for band drama, wanna be rock stars, craphole clubs, their pain in the ass owners and all the other shit that goes along with being in a band has exponentially gone down. Each time I started to miss playing live with people and went back, it didn't take long for me to get sick of all the crap and walk away again. It's been about 10 years since the last time I walked away and have no plans to go back. I don't even care for playing with friends anymore. Now a days I'm more than content with a good drum machine and some recorded tracks to play along with. And I still get to crank it up and have fun.