Is all we can hope for

[nightlight]

Thanks man, no worries at all except I been fucking with the CVS pharmacist's, they can't get enough. Ha.
Grok and I I've been going back and forth for a bit working on something.
It's pretty funny if I can tell you about it later I will.
Grok, my only buddy. I love that fucker sometimes yeah we fight here and there but yeah man, we get along a big time.

Better living through chemistry. Take it easy though, it ceases to be fun if it controls you and not the other way around, so I've heard.

 

[Toneboner]

I was given 6 months to live or less.

Let's see next thing -
"Squaring off with mortality".
So I know how to word this, could you let me know what that means to you first?

I've had a couple traumatic events where the situation coulda went south in a hurry. But that's different from being given a countdown. We all know it's coming,,,, EVENTUALLY. I just feel for u,, that's a heavy thing and I hope u make an easy transition (or at least have someone that hugs u allot!)

Tusi... That sounds pretty weak. But If it was the roulette wheel of drugs

I was just going off the main pink powder I'm familiar with. Which was sold as 2C-B (or "tusi" get it? "two see" "2C") but was really just a cocktail of other drugs. 2C-B is (was?) a rather boutique/designer drug and rare. The pink shit got people fucked up tho and def sounds like it coulda taken u to the place u described above (including the near cardiac arrest).

Let's get a couple points of agreement or not.
Do you agree/disagree that where you're at currently(meaning a culmination of events) that all these different little points previous may have lighted, guided or influenced you to where you are now? Or maybe, may I be so bold sir, made you who you are.

Do you agree or disagree that these events may not have come from you that it was.... Well it wasn't you, let's
just say.
If yes is your answer to that tell me exactly who it was, or what you believe it was.

I definitely don't believe that an individual alone forges their path or is alone responsible for who they become. The forces at play are not black n white but more like a kaleidoscope and for everything we think we can see (think we can identify that's had a cause/effect relationship in our lives) there's a galaxy of serendipity and synchronicity that guides us to where we are now. I don't know what the hell to call that. Maybe it's like what Terrence Mckenna called the "great attractor" ,, pulling us all forward thru time (versus merely propelled by our past). What do u think?!