I’m pretty ripped tonight so I’m going to ramble on a bit.
Most of my understanding, or more so my basis for my thoughts on God, stem more from a philosophical background thana biblical one.
The big 2 in philosophy are that God is all knowing and all powerful. All powerful is often modified to include being able to do anything “logically” possible, most likely as a result of of thought exercises like “can god create a boulder so large he cannot move it” and so on.
But the problem with logic is that it is contingent upon the human condition. Much like science, logic is formed using the best information or experiences available to us.
However while logic can be science based, and science can at least start off as logic based, the difference between the two is that scientific facts eventually come to be through consensus (numerous trials by different people and techniques all coming to the same result); while there is no real metric to decide what is correct logic. It’s still very much an individualistic idea.
So as a human without a strong faith in God, all I have is my human logic to try and understand Him. But one thing I often hear that I have a (logical) issue with, is that God created humans “in His own image”.
The universe is harsh and brutal. Nature is harsh and brutal. The lines are blurred to me between living and dying. Dead and alive are clear cut, but living and dying could easily be seen as one and the same. “Living” is just another way to say “staying alive”. The timer starts the second you are born and you don’t stop fighting against it until you die.
To tie it together, as someone who has accepted that the universe is pretty fucking big, I have to wonder, logically, how the human form, humans as an organism, can be seen as the image of a being that is understood to be perfect. We are fragile beings, unfit to survive on the majority of our own planet. Sure, thumbs are cool and our brains allow us to get by, but how can struggling to survive be considered perfect?
Did God create our brains to be able to understand him, or did our brains allow us to create God? It’s the route of the entire discussion, and it will probably never be completely answered.
“God works in mysterious ways” is a curious phrase. I can intellectually accept the premise that we humans do not function at the capacity to understand why God has done, and still does the things He does. But to me, “being created in his image” allows me to hold on to the hope that we will continue to learn and understand the universe around us, and continue to get closer and closer to understanding Him.
Can we “logically” ever reach His level? Probably not; but we do get small human baby steps closer every day. His ways become less “mysterious” every day, and I believe science plays a very important role in that.
The (scientific) understanding of our universe is just as instrumental to proving God as it is to disprove Him. Schmoes on the Internet will try and use science to disprove Him, but Science, or at least good science will never be done with the sole intent to disprove Him.
Science is impartial.
While God’s omnipotence and omniscience allow him to be ultimately fair, science’s impartiality allows it to be fair as well.
If God created us in his image, there will be a time that we begin to learn universal truths through science, because science after all, is human; and humans after all are of God’s image.
Free will allows us to chose to believe the word of God because it was written in the book you chose to believe, but free will also allows us to learn and research and potentially discover the word of God ourselves and not through passages. I can’t say I’ve ever “felt God” through the Bible or prayer, but I can tell you that I can’t explain the feeling I had the first time I looked at Saturn through a telescope, or even just seeing the latest James Webb photos online. The feeling extends beyond intellectual curiosity, and into something more “mysterious”. Is that God? Is that feeling God?
“God is Love” is an interesting one too, but I’ll save that for another time.
Basically what I’m trying to say is, the Earth is round and it’s spinning super fast while ripping though space and time.