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nightlight
Well-known member
I was shocked.

Man alot of people crap on Dave.
When you come from a childhood of wanting to fit in, and not being able, the whole world feels like its against you. Which makes it all the more harder. You get picked on, singled out, and get treated differently. It makes you bitter and angry. You then subject those around you to your shitty behavior. You also direct that inwards via drugs and self destruction.
You tend to live/get caught in the past and blame others for ...everything.
It is only when you either confront that past and get closure, or as he did, get closer to God, that you can truly see how much of an asshole you were.
It's not a 12 step program. It is more a change in understanding. Going back to make things right, while also a 12 step goal, is more than that. You'd have to be there to truly get it. Its a need, you feel drawn to it. To mend fences, even if there isn't one to mend.
Once you open your eyes and see the truth, you can no longer live the lie. Its that simple.
Ask me how I know. (Please don't, lol).
Lol.Or one could just stop being a puss and not not act like a whiny dick all the time.
Ask me how I know. (Please don't, lol).
Man alot of people crap on Dave.
When you come from a childhood of wanting to fit in, and not being able, the whole world feels like its against you. Which makes it all the more harder. You get picked on, singled out, and get treated differently. It makes you bitter and angry. You then subject those around you to your shitty behavior. You also direct that inwards via drugs and self destruction.
You tend to live/get caught in the past and blame others for ...everything.
It is only when you either confront that past and get closure, or as he did, get closer to God, that you can truly see how much of an asshole you were.
It's not a 12 step program. It is more a change in understanding. Going back to make things right, while also a 12 step goal, is more than that. You'd have to be there to truly get it. Its a need, you feel drawn to it. To mend fences, even if there isn't one to mend.
Once you open your eyes and see the truth, you can no longer live the lie. Its that simple.
Ask me how I know. (Please don't, lol).